How Elderbear Sees Himself
Self-exploration with my right brain and a digital camera
By: John Elder

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Friday, 19-Mar-2004 00:00 Email | Share | | Bookmark

I'm sunk!
It's nearly 5:00 AM and I'm still playing on the computer! I've basically flushed the day down the toilet! On the other hand, I found a memory leak today & saved some software that every so often trashes the disk drive. Not quite sure that balances out, though!



Wednesday, 10-Mar-2004 00:00 Email | Share | | Bookmark
Image Out of Phase, Like an Old Color TV &a Misaligned Antenna

Just Couldn't Get Tuned In
I got plenty of sleep last night, but just couldn't seem to get tuned in today. I felt like a round peg in an oblong whole -- almost fitting into reality, but slightly separate and dislocated..

Yoiks!


Tuesday, 9-Mar-2004 00:00 Email | Share | | Bookmark
Arrrrgggghhhhh! Another Monday survived!

Oh save my aching head!
Moon Day - Day of the Loonies!
Full Moon: Lunar Eclipse 7-16-2000
0) Unless I lost a day, it's a Monday, day of the moon, day of aching head and back from staying up too late last night, playing computer games, and just being generally stressed out. So I posted a picture of the moon about 60% eclipsed (1/60 @ f8 using a 500mm lens). I felt eclipsed today & had duty not called, would have gladly stayed in bed and watched Start Trek: The Next Generation, Season II. Instead I got to go into work and try to optimize analyzing Polar Mesospheric Summer Echo displays. Didn't do much for my head-space.


Sunday, 7-Mar-2004 00:00 Email | Share | | Bookmark
Some things can only be cured by a good scream!

Sometimes I just wanna scream!
I didn't get home from work until 1AM today. I left at 8:00AM yesterday. Exhaustion beyond words. Frustration. Headache. Backache. Apathetic. I need something to rouse me from the surrounding mind-fog.

A scream. Any scream. Loud. Splitting the fog. Shaking up the hidden demons. Saying "I'm here!"


Friday, 5-Mar-2004 00:00 Email | Share | | Bookmark
Seeking to be a man of knowledge

Gnosis
Sometimes knowledge is enough. Sometimes, gnosis is required. We who experience deeper states of knowing may seem out of touch, perhaps even mad. Well, yeah! We are a bit mad ...


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